I have been rather down lately. Not exactly depressed but more disappointed in myself. I live life with no regrets, and my motto is “How Do You Eat An Elephant? One Bite At A Time Of Course!”. Lately though I haven’t been following my own advice. Networking Witches is a lot of work but it’s work I enjoy doing. For a year and a half I let 2 morons control my every thought, breath and move.
There are so many things I love to do that have been pushed to the side and now I can’t LIVE fast enough. I love
music but have never listened to my Zune because it would keep me from noticing something else that was maybe more important. I play music and a lot of it, the french horn, trumpet, piano keyboard my brother and I were blessed with the ability to play by ear. Our instructors were pissed because we played in what ever key suited us and quite frankly? We usually played in different ones that would clash with the other.
I love physical exertion. I have played softball since I can remember and intend to start back next summer. I love love love to kickbox. It is an awesome way to get out aggravation, and things you can’t do anything about. For now I’m working hard at curves.

I have have 5 siblings. 3 are 1/2 siblings and we never referred to that because my mom raised 2 of them like her own. But in the end unfortunately they showed their asses and the 3rd I cannot blame. She stayed by her mom and I probably would have too. One of my darling sisters holds things over my head that even now I cringe at. She does this to my….. in her words “real” siblings as well. So today I’m taking that power from you! Blab, I don’t care, I simply am living today’s life the best I can and am busy raising good children. I was spooked this 2 weeks ago and I have thought and thought and I am giving her power over me and it’s not going to happen any more. Done, zip, nada.
I feel so much better just rationalizing this out in my head and coming to the solution on my own and my darling RedNeckWitch is right now breathing a sigh of relief, who could ask for a better friend?! Quoting Gene Simmons From Kiss “Thats Why It’s Great To Be ME!”



















Play, live, enjoy life.
No one has really much power over you, not if you let them.
Even though you have obligations of home, family and daily things, take a few minutes just to be you.
*hugs*
Some people can be really cruel. ((Hugs))